"Being a vampire is so hard! Shit! I can't even get drunk anymore without it being in the blood of a human! I didn't even want to be a vampire! I wish I had died on that stupid ship!" Theodora threw the glass on the ground. "How did you get used to it? Being a vampire? I watched as all of my old friends died. I watched as my parents and siblings died. I stopped trying to date men a long time ago because vampires are too cocky and human men are not cocky enough. Not to mention every time I was with a human man, I wanted to slice his throat open." Theodora pulled out a tiny hand dagger hidden under her dress. "When I first learned what I was, I refused to except it. I tried to starve myself. But the blood lust was too much for me to ignore. So, I did the next best thing. I slit their throats and poured their blood into a flask." She sighed and looked at the clock. "Sorry for the back story. I wonder when Mira and the others will be back."