Viral was well aware of what was happening to him and how it was affecting his mood, but some things like how he was being seen and treated made him slightly irritated. He wanted it to be treated like it was nothing, that he was going to be cured rather than focus on the possibility that he really was going to fade away, otherwise maybe he wouldn’t think about it so much. He knew what was happening to him and this was just the start of it all, it had been happening for a while too and he recognised when he had malfunctions in the past now. He knew it was getting worse quickly because he was stuck between forms like this and unable to shift into one without the others remaining. In the end he didn’t want to be reminded that he was dying and generally didn’t want to have to try and express himself emotionally when he really wasn’t feeling anything beyond what they already suspected. “Holding back isn’t weakness. I don’t want to have to feel weak by expressing myself so often”, he spoke quickly, finding it to be quite the opposite of what he wanted to do with himself, “You know I am in pain and know I have been driven insane because of the Saiyans! I don’t have anything else to express beyond what you already know. If anything goes wrong, you’ll see. Okay?” The only time he’d be expressing himself was if he was truly dying, but otherwise she was going to have to do without him expressing anything. He didn’t know if she had been told something he hadn’t if this was the case, wondering if she was trying to hint that he was clearly getting worse and should start expressing himself before it was too late. Feeling confused he looked away, trying to think through the possible blackouts he might be having without his knowledge right up until Yumi decided to take his paw, his eyes going to it immediately as she petted it. “What? Not heard of that one before…you’re really determined to get me to talk, aren’t you?” he questioned her before sighing, looking away, “If you’re desperate to hear what’s on my mind, I’m concerned with when my next attack might be and whether I’ll collapse again or try to kill someone. I still wonder how you can trust me with medicine nevermind these things!”

T’charrl didn’t know much about the war still, feeling like a foreigner in it all and even wondering how his people might get involved. If they were recruited to fight they probably wouldn’t have much heart in the fight when most of them didn’t know what a Saiyan looked like. It was only one place that had seen a Saiyan before this group came along so it was more stories than anything. They all had their reasons to go after the Saiyans and try to take their King down and he owed them a favour, not to mention he wanted to fight with all this strength and power he harnessed now. “The rebels didn’t really like me when I saw them”, he sighed, scratching his cheek, “They thought I sounded funny…” They definitely didn’t know what to think of him when they spoke to him and he didn’t know either, finding them to be very much an army in themselves. “I don’t know what those words mean, but I’ll probably know what ones you can eat because of books and seeing them for food. If it looks interesting, it’s probably umm…endangered species”.

He had plenty of time to try and find himself, he had been with them for a while now so he didn’t really have an excuse anymore. He needed to find his normal self and that wasn’t going to happen if he was feeling this panicky. It was hard to get over the fact he had managed before, but he was unconscious if he understood correctly. He certainly wondered if he was changing back while he was sleeping, but he didn’t know why such a thing would happen. His friends were trying and they were always there for him, but it didn’t feel like it was enough. “Uhhh, slappy? No, she would hit me hard a lot”, he spoke, not really understanding him, “She might hit you too”. Clenching his claws together he was definitely feeling the pressure, especially as he was constantly stared at as they waited for that moment. They were giving him support, but he didn’t want to disappoint them when they could had been doing something completely different. Looking to his claws he soon tried to loosen them, giving them a quick shake before looking back to Takeshi. “I don’t want to scare anybody…yeah. All of the fun things…uhh, I don’t know many fun things. Play with you guys will be fun if you know what to do. I just-…I don’t know, it’s like a pressure in my chest. I’m scared, maybe…but I don’t know why. If what you said is true, I’m going to be happy when I get to change back, but if I can’t control myself properly in my normal form too then Mother will be angry. I don’t even have control when I’m fighting, so it’s kind of worrying incase I change in front of everyone”.