[url=http://www.lushusa.com/Dirty-Soap/03581,en_US,pd.html]Dirty Soap[/url]. It kind of smells like toothpaste, but there's something different to it. I'm just really, idk. We had problems because of me, I've been trying my ass off and it's like, rejection after rejection and I'm just supposed to take it because I'm not allowed to be mad or upset about anything anymore. Like, ever. And she's busy and stressed with school and her family and I'm trying not to make things worse but I feel like she hates me most of the time and I'm tired of being hurt and just expected to live with it. Sorry for venting, I'm just upset right now. She says we're doing better but obviously not.