The reviews seem good, I'll have to try some of that when my bank account allows for it. :3 Thanks for sharing. I'm sorry to hear that. It sounds like you both may be in different places if you feel like you're trying and she isn't. And even more so if you feel hated, that's awful. There's nothing worse than feeling rejected and/or ignored/misunderstood. And if she's busy with family and stuff and perceives things as good then it's obvious you're both not invested, or at least she isn't paying much mind to it and if you're unhappy, you should break it off. Your unhappiness and discontent might make things worse in the long for you both. You deserve to be happy and so does she and it's clearly not working well anymore. I hope things work out for the best though...trust me, hanging onto a bad relationship for someone's sake just hurts you and them. *hugs tight* Whatever you do, I'm here if you need me, even if my knowledge is pretty limited...heh.