Suki looked over when Ayame joined her, and sighed softly when he asked if there was something bothering her, "Got an hour or two?" She said, weary amusement entering her tone. She leaned back, and closed her eyes, pondering what to say, "I'll start with the easiest" She said "Paka's going to leave the group when we defeat the boss. Am I a terrible person, did I push him away? His my cousin, shouldn't I feel bad that he's leaving?" She pressed her palms to her eyes, as if she could keep any tears that might fall back. 

She sighed again, "I don't know what I'm doing. I worry, constantly, that I'm going to make a blunder of things, that I'll get everyone killed. I'm scared. Because I don't want to lose anyone"