It's fine. I've been the same way. 
It might be the holidays - I know I'm a bit scatterbrained because this is the first time in my life that both of my grandparents are gone, and tomorrow, well actually 3 am, marks two months that my grandpa has been gone. I'm a bit nervous and upset that we're going to visit their graves tomorrow. I haven't gone to the cemetery since we buried my grandpa. Sorry if it might seem like too much information or something, I needed to vent a little bit. 

So I'm starting to show the cracks with Reinier, just to give us a change of pace since it's been a while and we haven't had anything super dramatic happen yet. I'll leave Jamie out for this one, just because he's in a different place than the rest of the characters.