[i]Everyone here trusts you for a reason[/i]

And that was the problem, wasn't it? Suki just didn't understand why they could trust her. It wasn't a matter of confidence, she was sure of that. Was it? She didn't know. She bit her lip, and said softly, "But why? Why do you trust me? I've done nothing to deserve it" She said, clearly torn between believe Ayame, and not. "All I do is provide health potions and the like. And you can buy those. It's not like I stood up in front of a huge crowd and...and...and said something like how we can defeat the 100 levels, how we can survive, and live, if we work together, and over come the challenges in front of us, because we aren't going to let some crack job trap us here, to fulfill some sick fantasy of his or some sort of crap like that, blah blah blah. I just don't understand" 

She seemed frustrated, and she ran her hands through her hair, making it stick up, and fuzz. "I just don't understand. I did nothing. Umichi did it all, so how am I here, doing this? I run through ideas, and scenarios and all that stuff, and I just run around in circles, like a hamster on a wheel. No one's ever trusted me, trusted me to not screw up, or really, to even trust me not to hurt myself. So WHY?" 

She took three long, deep breaths. She was just running around in circles once more. She sighed, and rubbed her eyes, as if they hurt. She shook her head and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be unloading on you, like this. Don't worry. I'll figure it all out" She said, trying a smile, and managing a small one. She smoothed her hair, half-heatedly, and leaned back, letting out another breath, "So. Are you alright with everything?"