I didn't post here because it would have been out of order. You know I'm a bit OCD about that. 

And I frequently text you first when it comes to talking offline. If you want to text me you should because I like talking to you but you've been giving me cold replies over text and skype at times and I'm not trying to step on your toes. But it feels like I am. And it could be just the fact that there's no tone or context but we used to be more vocal about how happy we were with things and right now it seems like you're misunderstanding my heartfelt attempt to just double check that we're good.

I'm not trying to play bully or victim here, I just want us to be as close as we used to be and I had hoped you saw that I was concerned and hopeful and reciprocate my interest in continuing to pick up where we were before all the downtime. 

I didn't think the texting was a big issue for you, I was just under the assumption that when I text you and you don't elaborate on things as you used to, that you're busy or annoyed with me. But I've said many times for you to text me, I sometimes have to ask if I should text you because again, I don't wanna be a hindrance but the point is we're both still invested and we should feel comfortable around one another and I'm just trying to fix what I think is broken. I'm not trying to accuse anyone of anything and maybe that wasn't the right word but you have been questioning my loyalty to you which isn't really fair when we see our history together and our possible future. ^^;

EDIT - I'm not sure if I'm being understood very well here, I'm not trying to sound obstinate angry. I'm really worried about us because this isn't like us and maybe some sleep or even a day or two apart might help sort out our thoughts. I like you as a friend (not just a writer) so I'm struggling here to figure out why things are suddenly sour. 

If you want to call me on the phone, you can. 

But I feel like something is wrong and maybe we need some time to sort through some clutter but as I said, with the Guild getting better, maybe we can just put this behind us and move on with a fresh start if it's possible. ^^