"You want to recount it? I don't really see how that will help anything, honestly." Ahnasha responded skeptically. She doubted that Fendros intentionally wanted to cause her any more pain, but she did not think describing those memories again would help. "I mean, I think I understand what you want, but...I just don't think that will work. Really, I think that would just hurt. Coming to terms with it to the point we can talk about it? I don't think that is possible, for us or anyone. Some things are just too painful. Yeah, we shouldn't just ignore it, but...there has to be something else. I will never be comfortable with what happened. I couldn't handle the pain, and Rhazii suffered for it. That pain is never going away, but...surely there is some other way to get past it, and I don't mean just ignoring it." Kaleeth nodded. "I think Janius said there was. He has described the city to me, but I'm still really excited to see it. The cities we've been to have been bigger than anything I've seen before, and this city is supposed to be bigger than all of them. I don't really understand how people build such big places, honestly. It seems like it would take forever." She commented. A few moments later, one of the sailors brushed past her on the way to whatever task she was working on. It looked like the sailors were becoming busier, so she was more worried that she was in their way. "Maybe we should go back down below the...what is this? A deck, right?"