Ahnasha did not know for how long she was silent, only that the silence between them was long enough to build up tension to a palpable degree. Even so, it took her a while to calm down; even Rhazii was growing restless at the silence. Eventually, however, she finally raised her head and turned around to face Fendros. Her voice was unsteady and she was shaking slightly, but she did manage to give a response. "Look, Fendros, this...I know what you are wanting. I know you are wanting to find a way past this. I agree that we can't rely on that medicine forever, that isn't a cure. But this...it is too painful; it isn't helping. I mean...it could help you. Talking about it, that might help you, I [i]hope[/i] it helps you, but me...I can't do this. This isn't for me." "What I find strange? I...don't know where to start. It's all so different. Even the way they work together is different from my village. Janius said there is a lot of buying and selling with these gold coins I've seen you all using. In my village, we just gave people what they needed. The gods they worship are different. The...eight or nine gods they have don't live in the world like the Hist do. Though, I guess Sithis is also like that, so that part is kind of the same. They are so strange with clothing too. Those...dresses, that women wear; I don't know why anyone would want to wear them. They just don't make sense." Kaleeth answered.