> I apologize because I made a character and a race and even intro'd said character, but I've since lost my will/drive to play Arkaeis. It's not the RP or the world or any of you guys, and it's not even that I have too much on my plate...it's just I don't want to play him anymore.
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> If it would help I can do an exit of some sort, perhaps have him tell the person he's with goodbye and he's changed his mind about the College.
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> I just can't play him, perhaps I'll rejoin with Vasarius if Megan wants to play his fiance/wife/lover (or whathaveyou), but otherwise I just can't and I apologize for that :(

It happens, sad but true and no hard feelings Yoshua. Many players have dropped and returned over the course of this rp and none have ever been denied to return when their muse tickles their fancy. It's a fact of life. Either way, you left a mark and with your permission, we'd like to keep your creation as an optional race namely since one player has made one. 

Part of me hopes Megan and you will both join again soon as the next act will not be open to newbies, mainly since making them start from the beginning would be unfair to them and everyone.

The exit is up to you and Lucius, namely as Lucius could write your PC was sent away and to his room allowing him to get settled in and thus never seen again. If the muse strikes you he can return as if nothing ever happened, still giving you that chance to continue playing him. 

Some Pcs I've learned aren't as 'active' in some settings or easily played by our muses. Not a bad thing but happens. Anyway, if you make another character then by all means have at and if not, there's still Essence. ;)