The Master was sure that he would regret drinking as much as he did later. But for now he really didn't care. It let him push aside his pain easier. He didn't want it to show. It would mean he would have to talk about his feelings with the Doctor. He knew the Doctor had caught him cry a few times when he was younger and wanted answers. He had been so sure the Doctor didn't truly care any more.
He was truly unsure how to react with all of this. The drums were louder and he held his head. It would never leave him alone. Never allow him true happiness. He had more tears falling down his face. It had been a very long time since he had a party like this.

He still did know why the Doctor was doing this for him. He knew he didn't deserve it. He had been rather cruel to the Doctor lately. He had nearly killed him, and still the Doctor showed him kindness in return. He wondered what the other time lord hoped to achieve by that. Did he hope to soften him. He didn't really expect a gift, he wasn't even sure the Doctor had one for him. He had loved the Doctor when he was younger, he had been so hurt and angry when he left him, It had made his anger towards the Doctor much deeper, even if they had never been together it had felt as horrible as a break up. Then the Doctor had other people that were important to him, it had made him jealous and angry. He had always wondered if the Doctor was rejected him. He knew he had started to change when he got older, the Doctor had always said it hadn't been for the good. The Master's feelings had then faded. He had gotten over it. 

He carried on dancing with the Doctor, he was lost in his thoughts. Though being this close with him and been able to forget about what was hurting the more drunk he got. "Oh?" He noticed the Doctor was holding out a gift to him, He was shocked, He didn't expect that, He was unsure what to say. "You haven't got me a gift since we were younger..., didn't think you would." He had tears in his eyes. He just didn't seem to know what to say, It meant a lot to him the Doctor would even give him a gift, even if it had been from long ago. He was surprised the Doctor had even kept it for him.

"I remember....It seems almost like a dream now, I do often dream about when we were younger, It seems almost like it never happened now." He sounded sad and lost. He takes the pendant and is crying more, he was about to slip it on, But he was kissed by the Doctor, he kissed him back, hearing the Doctor, the Master realized the Doctor did always care, He held him closer for a moment. Though after when the Doctor pulled away, it was like the Master realized what had just happened. He looked shocked and he was actually red in the face. He knew he did seem to have enjoyed that, Was he falling for the Doctor again, or had he never stopped loving him. He didn't seem to think he had feelings like this.

The Master was unsure what to say, he realized JAck had been watching. He figured that would have been like Christmas for Jack. Really the time lord was too lost for words. He hadn't eaten a thing and was drunk, He was surprised he had been able to speak clearly. He slipped the pendant over his neck. He started to wobble and went to grab a glass of water. He wasn't sure that would do much good right now. He knew he would be so hungover later.

"A drunk Master never thought I'd see the day." Jack said smirking. He still hated the guy. But watching them kiss was still quite exciting. Though there was deep twinge of pain that the Doctor was never interested in him like that. But he knew he couldn't control the time lords feelings, he went to grab another drink. The Master fell over and groaned, he had landed on his face , He was rather drunk, he was surprised he had kept dancing as long as he had.