i would, and will apologize for my absence, and cite college, and other RL things as reason for it..but i'm getting the feeling that i might not be welcome here anymore. if that is so..wish you all good luck. if not..well, i doubt my presence is one anyone  here wants or cares to have.  so yeah..if ya'll want, looking at the ic to just Kill everything in sight, feel free to just slaughter my cast. i'm too depressed  to do rp at all at this time. and too tired to care what people online think of me. 
so i suppose, in short, don't wait for me. i'm taking hiatus from this entire community.