I cannot judge you for that, I often change opinions at the drop of a hat. Personally I think the mystery makes you a very interesting person. 

If only everyone was as tolerant as you are. If I were to admit my lack of faith in public, I think I would be made into some sort of pariah before my fellow townsmen exiled me. 

I think what I really need is more sleep to be honest. As of late, I have literally been running my body ragged past it's physical limits due to afterschool workouts while only catching around six hours of sleep at night. I started getting sick but one I started going to sleep earlier and catching nine hours of sleep, my health started to improve by leaps and bounds. 

Thanks~