You seem to think that your whole "boredom, loneliness, depression, etc" gives you an excuse for acting as poorly as you have. Sorry bud, but quit trying to use your issues as a scapegoat. We all go through shit, in fact, I've recently come out of a tough time myself, but never once did I use my problems to try and justify poor behavior. It doesn't gain you any sympathy, it just makes you look dumb and like somebody who just wants attention.