I saw that he was struggling. I take his hand of my face and hold it for a few seconds."Are you al right?"  I didn't want to leave him there all alone, but I was a little scared. I could still see that monster that was still lurking beneath the surface. I let his hand go and took a few steps away from him. My feelings told my to run away from him, but I didn't want to leave him all alone even if I'm scared to death.