[quote=@Destinyfailhorror17] -blushes- aww thank you! -hugs back- Life go ahead and take a rest! You need it! Hebi join the hug!! Honestly I never expected to be praised like that since ya english not my first language... But thank you though! also...made an update to the thing...I think more feels will be said here... [hider=Update on it!] Hana stared at the grave, should he cry? Scream? Beg? He didn't know, he didn't know what to do. His heart felt heavy but yet at the same time it felt empty. He felt like he should cry or do something but he couldn't feel anymore. He couldn't cry anymore, he gave his weakness for that person, to prove that he was strong. But that person was dead... Was all this an effort of waste? He wanted prove that he was strong, he wanted to show that he wasn't a cry baby anymore, to rove that he can be who he wanted to be but... Should he continue now? Should he jump just as his friend did? Hanna didn't know, he stared at the grab once more until removing his headband, it was his friends gift to him as a child. Just looking at it made him think, all of this effort was wasted? He put the headband on the grave and turned. He wanted to cry, he wanted to yell so much, he wanted to beg to not make it happen but in the end as much he wanted to do it...he couldn't anymore. He turned to walk away but as he took no more than two steps he fell. Falling onto his knees, it wasn't that simple to walk away. After all... the last words he heard from him was... it stuck his heart, it didn't leave his head...maybe that is why he couldn't feel because he didn't know what to feel. He was there, he watched as it happened, he would have stop it, he could have saved him but he was ignorant, careless and uncaring... "Why..." He asked himself, he wanted to cry so much, just why he could't cry anymore. [i]I...[/i] He stared up into the sky, did everything just fall for him... those words haunt him, it will never leave him. His hands shaking as he grapes his chest. Repeating the words over and over his head. Maybe if he was a crybaby instead, just cry and cry over everything... that seems better than someone with no heart. Maybe later he can jump as well... no one would really miss him. Iyo, Mikara, Taiko, his mom and dad...they would be the only ones who would miss him but at the end they will get over it... No one would ever truly miss him. "Why did you tell me that...I wanted to answer...why...why..." those last words... [i]I...love...you[/i] [/hider] I felt like I made it worst... [/quote] Yaaaay! Group hug! *Hugs everyone too* Why the group hug, by the way? And.... Dest, Y U DO DIS? That made me tear up, and I just skimmed through it a bit, haven't read it in detail. (Actually finishing up DA:I)