[quote=Spiritstallion1] Exactly [/quote] Yea. Honestly this is one of the reason I wanted to become a super villain when I was little. I wanted to show them imperfection, to show them a monster. I still want to do that. To show them something truly horrid and have them beg for me to go back like I was. At one point...and I still somewhat think this...that I was the freak they told me I was. That I was a monster...a villain....I think I am a monster still...but I am ok with that..now I use it to my advantage.