Kensington had blocked out the entire world around him during his moment, and when he felt a nudge the pilot almost jumped with a startle, his attention shooting to Aidan with the look of sorrow in them, a look that faded away rather quickly. "A-Aiden how l-" He stopped himself to listen to the medic, and hearing the words from someone who was there was the only reason the airman decided to speak up, but only after a long pause. "... Where do I start? Well.. Dammit I.." And just then he tensed up and began saying whatever came into his mind.

"How am I suppose to keep on after that? I know I am trained but.. I was pulled out of transportation detail! I wasn't suppose to have this kind of responsibility... I was just suppose to fly and that was it, right? When did it all fucking change from support to being the element that decided someone's death or not. I.. I-" Just then the senior airman, a young adult broke down into whimpering and sobbing, chanting about how he had screwed up and gotten both teammates killed. "If I had gotten into the sky, if I just trusted you guys and landed in the first place, maybe we would've had the time necessary to get them home, right?" After all of that he had the opportunity to settle down, despite the bit of water works he had. During the silence the airman took the time to wipe away the tears before looking up at the doctor, giving him a weak smile. "Pretty pathetic, huh?"