Celaena's grip on reality faded, she went to a memory of Terrasen, she was dressed in Terrasen attire in this Death Delusion, she seen her mother caress her cheek and smile at her, Celaena, too smiled, "Mother..." She tried to say loudly but it was more a whisper which hurt so much, she had to survive but it was very hard " Ailen.. It's getting darker. " She tried to move her head deeper into Ailen, so she could cry onto his back 

Rowan heard someone shout his name and immediately ran to the source and seen Ailen and Celaena  " Bring her in here" He commanded as he began to walk back to the compound but making sure they followed him, After he did like Aelin, He trained her in Terrasen and she was good student