Shadow stood up and then said " lay down and rest. you need it. we have at least two days before the guards even bother coming to this area and find this house. as for your betrayal i don't give a damn who comes after us. we are all trained and they won't kill us. you were in pain and you weren't trained to bypass the pain like some of us. i can teach you how to deal with pain but not now. you need to rest or you won't even make it seven feet out of the front door before you fall to the ground. we will be okay." he walked over to her and then put his hand on her shoulder " i know you feel like you may have failed them but in the end they failed you. they said they would train and protect you but they let you get hurt and then they left you behind. i still trust you. i know that you wouldn't do anything to get us all killed just for the hell of it. pain can make you do almost anything. i know because the one i thought was the best man in the world is the one who killed my parents and then tried to kill me" he smiled at her and pointed back to the bed. " i will keep watch for the next few hours that should be enough time for you to get enough strength for us to leave."