It seemed whenever they talked off parents, people got upset. Phoebe wondered why everyone put so much stock on who they came from. Would things have been different for her, if she had been adopted? And suddenly like a light bulb going off, she Realised that she was never meant to be adopted. Something has always happened, so that whenever prospective parents appeared, she wasn't there.

She didn't know if that was meant to reassure her or not. She sighed, and shifted a chair, so Nicholas could be behind a desk. She smiled at him, claiming a desk and sitting down. 

She had seen that Makoto was upset, and didn't know if she should have gone after her or not.