Shu gave Takeshi a little nod but he didn’t particularly want to talk about himself when there were other things to think about. His logic was the less he thought about it the less it bothered him, but he was not entirely sure whether it was a good idea to talk about stuff that really did bother him a lot whenever he was asleep. He tried not to think about the stuff before he went to bed but it always happened and it always made him jumpy or feel sore after waking up. He was sure it was because he was dumbed down when he was experimented on so everything was left in his subconscious. He didn’t know how to talk about a lot of the stuff other than treating them like memories. Feeling a little worried over talking about it he looked down to the floor before watching Takeshi stand up, his eyes following his finger to his nose. “I guess so…I just hate talking about it”, he sighed, rubbing his nose, “It’s just so hard. I don’t like talking about it because it makes me feel funny. They made my head hurt really bad, always pulling my tail, or it felt like they were…I don’t know what they were doing…everything was hard to see”.

T’charrl was hoping to get over it by himself, but then again if Yumi didn’t come along he probably would’ve changed out of sheer stress. He was scared of changing and everyone being disappointed in him because he couldn’t control himself. Even if they said they weren’t disappointed it always came out that they were in his mind. Staring at her as she spoke he lowered his gaze a little as he thought through her words, thinking through them. “I have…been trying...” he muttered, feeling a little better as he continued to find reinforcement. She was right; they always had been there for him and never abandoned him when things got bad, even that time when Takeshi fainted he still talked to him after whatever happened. Maybe he wasn’t as lost as he thought he was but there was still that problem with actually knowing what to do with his power. If he didn’t know whether he was wanting to keep it or not because it made him more powerful then what was he supposed to do. Finding it a little hard to think through it all he looked back to Yumi as she raised a finger to his face, staring at it before gasping as she actually pulled him into a hug. Nobody ever wanted to touch him, especially her considering the last time she did she dropped him in fright. Still feeling surprised he stared out for a moment, standing straight again when she let go. Tapping his claws together he shuffled his foot a little, giving her a smile. “Thanks…really. I guess I’m just scared of everyone becoming too afraid to touch me or speak to me. They really did say that?” he asked up before sighing lightly, shaking his head, “I just wish the King I visited didn’t call the form a monster when he told me what happened to another man like me. Shu isn’t a monster, his seems more natural, while mine is just…not. My biggest fear is I lose my mind again like before, but I can’t find it again. Something happened to me before and Takeshi, Shu or Haku won’t tell me what happened. I can’t remember what happened, but it was enough for Takeshi to faint…”