Shu really hated talking about this sort of stuff, especially when other bad things was going on at the same time. He didn’t like getting upset so easily and this was definitely going to easily make him upset. If Takeshi was going to know anything then maybe he shouldn’t tell him the really bad stuff that he could remember, at least before they warped his mind and started to play around with his unique form and trying to get that out of him. They really wanted to make him change to control him and would try to achieve that with any way possible. A lot of the stuff he couldn’t remember, but he definitely felt terrible after waking up from such procedures. Shifting on the floor uncomfortably he pulled his feet together, looking away from Takeshi. He certainly wasn’t feeling better after saying only a few things, even if they were particularly mild out of the list of other things he experienced. Keeping his eyes off him he eventually looked back to Takeshi, taking hold of his tail for comfort. “Scares me the most…? Not being able to breathe…” he mumbled, shutting his eyes tight for a moment, “Squeezing me all tight, try and make me change…wrap me up in metal to stop me from moving so they poke me with needles…it hurt! It hurt a lot! Choking and squeezing and breaking…ah! No! I don’t like that! No know how to stop bad mind!”

T’charrl didn’t know if there was supposed to be a way to stop people from being so scared of him when he barely knew what he looked like when he changed, all except knowing he was large and growled a lot with big claws for hands. His vision often changed into something akin to pure anger and often shades of madness, but maybe that’s what they saw in him too and it made them terribly afraid that he might take it out on them. “Hmm, it would be nice too if I could believe it myself, even if it is true”, he spoke calmly, laughing a little nervously, “I-I mean, they barely want to touch me and when they do they always wipe themselves as if I’m dirty or something”. He didn’t really know what they were thinking when they did that but he always figured it was some sort of fear with only Shu not really reacting, but then again the kid did live in the wild for a long time. Staring at Yumi he blinked a few times, trying to figure out what an ‘ape’ was but was understanding what she meant. Maybe he was just being stupid, but then again Yumi wasn’t allowing himself to call himself stupid so it was a little difficult to think around that mindset. He was possibly worrying about nothing, even if that nothing always threatened to make him change and pull him away from his friends that didn’t like touching him. Sighing a little he flinched when she laughed at his worries, moving his feet back a touch. He didn’t know what that had to do with worries but should probably run with it out of politeness. “Uhh, yeah…he did travel around with me when we were out so I suppose you’re right there. It’s awfully difficult to get a read on how they feel when I can feel one emotion from them but they’re expressing a different one. I guess…I guess I just wish I knew what they’re really feeling and what they’re hiding from me”. He didn’t know if he was sounding rude or paranoid but all these hidden feelings and deceptive expressions really confused him, only hoping that he really wasn’t a monster in their eyes when he changed. “I’m not a monster, but…I am…something. It’s unnatural, not something we should had discovered and it nearly killed me. Is it even a benefit that it happens to me or is it a burden I should get rid of? Do I want to risk people fearing me, those who don’t know me? What do you think…? What do you think it is? What would you call my changes, everything I turn into?”