Shu really didn’t like talking about any of this stuff, finding it all to be way too hard to recall when it just meant trying to recall pain. It all probably didn’t sound as bad as he was making it out to be but the sessions where they’d try to force it out of him often involved a lot of crushing pains and being unable to breathe. He often suffered broken bones but it wasn’t often that they’d give him full treatment after when it meant he was just going to get stronger with each hardship faced. Even if he was one of the King’s sons they weren’t interested in making him stronger, just more concerned with getting his other self to show up so they could experiment on that instead. It only brought him bad memories of forced anger and mauling of many soldiers that tried to capture him and hold him down for experimentation. Feeling all shaken just from recalling those memories he tried to make the memories go away, getting all shaky before Takeshi immediately put his hands on his shoulders, his eyes immediately going up to Takeshi before looking away, rubbing his hands together nervously. “I know. I know! I know…” He didn’t know how to calm himself down, especially when his ribs were feeling sore just from thinking about it. Getting all scared again he squeaked when Takeshi brought him in for a hug, feeling a little frightened but certainly not enough to start squirming all over the place too. Sighing when Takeshi let him go he raised his shoulders when his hair was ruffled up, looking up at him with a little frown. “Maybe…? I don’t know, wouldn’t it be cold? You won’t be comfy either…”

T’charrl frowned at the reasoning for people not wanting to touch him, looking down himself before rubbing his arms quickly. It wasn’t something he could control and he was already sensitive about it, but knowing that people didn’t like touching him because of his nervous problem it made him feel bad for wishing for such interactions in the first place. “I-I’m sorry! I’m sorry…i-it’s a nervous condition! It doesn’t help I’m covered in fur either…” It certainly made him feel bad that he was constantly coating his friends in dust, but now he was also worried that he was leaving it around in places where they might sit down or rest only to annoy them later by getting them covered in it. Looking around his room as if looking for the dust his eyes soon went back to Yumi, sighing a little. “It’s a natural trait of my species. I just wish they wouldn’t hide it. It doesn’t help that I take in their emotional energy in Space because there’s no other natural sources of energy. Even if they don’t realise, it’s hurting my growth…”He was feeling confused to what he really wanted out of everyone now, generally feeling it was best to keep his distance from them if he didn’t want to gross them out or to take in too much negative energy. He really wanted social interaction so he probably would like to talk to them if they wanted to interact with him. He was certainly feeling confused over his true desires, but he definitely didn’t want to cause a lot of problems for his friends by being disgusting. Sighing he gave a brief nod, understanding what Yumi was saying even if he didn’t like it. “I haven’t mastered a lot yet. I never did get the training I needed back home”, he nodded, frowning when Viral was mentioned. He saw the problems he faced and definitely didn’t wish for it himself. She didn’t really answer his question but then again it was probably asking too much from her when it was his power. “I guess so. I know they’re useful, it’s just…it’s the pain that’s maddening, the anger too. The healing is certainly handy, even if I can’t heal myself…I guess I just don’t know what I want, whether I want to keep it and use its strengths or abandon it because I’m a coward”.