[i]But I don't want to come back. Not when it hurts so much. In four and a half years of life I spent two and a half of them at the hands of torturers. And I won't let them have any more of me.[/i] Ame sighed, tears streaming down her cheeks in the spirit-world. [i]Shadow will have to tell her, then. He's the one who found my body and avenged my death to let me pass through to the Peaceful Realms. I love you, Celaena. Sister-mother-friend. I'll miss you.[/i] and then she broke the connection.