[quote=@Destinyfailhorror17]
And its like this whole thing never existed, this is pretty much  a common idea but Ig to so many plans for that never able to pass through....
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So try again and keep at it till it works. There is no harm in trying something. Not every RP has a easy start and sometimes must tweaked and reboot a few times before it really kicks of a strong and steady RP. I can say that form personal experience. Anyway I think destiny you want to lead this RP idea, just your lack of confidence just makes it hard when you the idea fail, that is never an easy thing to see if you are at least half committed to the RP you made.
I know it not easy but you've just gotta pick yourself up dust of and give it another go.