Avery watched him pace back and forth and she just sat there as she heard hi ask why she pretty much wanted no help at all. "Because even though he abuses me and all that other crap he is my dad still and at least he did not leave me like mother did to us." She said to him as she loked down. "Before my mom left she said I would just be a thron in her side with her new life but even though dads blames me for mom leaving at least he did not throw me out to fend for myself he kept me so I hoped it was because he had some love for me still." Aveery expained to him for he was her dad and she thought at least having an abusive dad was better then have no parents or going into foster care with no chance of being adopted because of her age. Who would want to adopt anyone that was a teenager and not a cute little kid.

"So I guess I am a bit of a contradicter I want out of that life but at the same time I am scared to leave that life because he is the man that helped being me into this world and I guess I always hope the dad I once knew before mom left and hewent to alcohol to ease his pain would come back one day." Avery said but it was mainly wishful thinking and a part of her knew that but also she was just a little messed up in the head about this for her dad has caught her running a way few times and he would beat her and yele at her on how he let her stay, gave her a roof over her head, and some food and running away was her way of repaying him. "SO I guess I am scared to leave him for I am willinf to leave the house for a day but I guess I am scared to leave forever." Avery finished explaining to him as she went tighter in her ball position wanting to just disappear now for she felt like she upset Roland and would not blame him if he hit her. 

"I am sorry for being very stubborn." Avery said as she then got up and grabbed ehr bag. "I will just leave and find a differnt place to sleep." She said for she knows when its best to leave people alone or when she is no longer welcomed. After she got her bag over her shoulder she ade her way to the door so she could leave.