[quote=@Vampyr]
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It better be good, Shinji might just die from leak of blood in his brain from a vessel bursting...
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Well if it's any consolation before you figure out the larger part of it, she [i]was[/i] tortured to the point of submission for years, and then pretty much brainwashed to fall in love with her captor.