Avery looked at him when he talked to her about not listening to what other people say about he disappearing or dying. She only let out a sigh for she had very little faith in the wrld and people. "But even if they knew the truth wold there be any difference I mean sure it won't be what it is now but it will be shifted to a new set of torture at least that is what I think." Avery said to him on her opinion on how people are for she rarely meet anyone that cared about her. "Sorry I am not used to meeting people that care about me I am just used to people just being mean to me." She explained to him as she stood there while holding her arm still for it was throbbing still. She listened to him explain about what she said about herself and how f she were to die that someone would care but she did not see it. "I am sorry I just do not believe anyone will notice if I were to die all of a sudden and how can I be free I till live with him he is still my leagal guardian becaus he is my father." Avery explained to him for she can not avoid him forever. "I can;t just avoid him he can sober up long enough to file a police report about me missing." She said to Roland as she sighed a bit. "I feel like i am trap with him until I turn 18 since that is the age of an adult or where ever the law says for it to be that I can live on my own with out my father." She said to Roland as she sighed a bit before slouching to the ground and sat on the floor again. "I feel so trap in this dark hole that my father dug then started to dig it deeper myself just to protect my self and to live in a fantesy that dad may go back to his normal self one day." Avery said as she just sat there not knowing what to do to escape or how to get away from her life before she turns 18. She then ran her fingers through her long, very light red hair that looked pink, hair even though it was a tangled dury mess for she had not really bathed properly for a few weeks. She then looked at Rolans with a look saying i want to believe but do not know if I can. Sh really did nit knw if she ould do it or believe she could ever be free one day.