When I said I don't know what to post, I kind of meant that, um... I've kind of completely lost track of what's going on and I'm just confusing and frustrating myself and I would probably just back off for a bit to try and calm myself down but I really need to post otherwise Vita can't post and I don't want to screw her over and sorry. >.<

Just stressed out in everything in general, really. Only thing I can consistently get anything done in lately seems to be Lilium. >.<