[@PaulHaynek]
She knew he'd ask her, but she just let out a soft sigh in thinking about it. [color=9e005d]"I want control over my own mortality. That way i'm not stuck with immortal life and i can watch over and protect my homeland.  After dieing... you... i don't know how to describe it.. but you miss being alive. You miss the real world."[/color] she said to him, a distant look in her eyes. [color=9e005d]"I may not have been perfect, or even worth saving after everyone i killed... but i don't want to die again..."[/color] she said, looking back at him, clearly caring a lot about this. It almost looked like she was forcing back her emotions and tears of all things.[color=9e005d] "i fear death. i accepted it once, when i went through it the first time. But now i beg those who have omnipotent powers in the heavens to let me win this so i can do some good with my second chance in this realm."[/color]