Honestly, you guys, I don't get how I was even considered to be causing a scene or so much as an inconvenience. I was described to be fighting or arguing when I was putting words down that's to the contrary of a claim. What's so wrong about that? This is OOC isn't it? I'm not aware that I'm posting in the wrong section. I was trying to be calm and rational and academic and professional. I didn't use exclamation marks, capital letters, I didn't call names, I didn't use vulgarities, I didn't dig up old wounds and I didn't bring in unrelated points to the table (even though I have some ammunition for this).

Then you guys kept piling accusations based on single words interpreted loosely and misunderstandings on me, and I steadily got frustrated. Has it ever occurred to you that there's a human being behind this name? A human being who is trying to get a discussion going? Who has a pet peeve with writing or reading Mary Sues that he must make sure there are no Mary Sues (real or imagined) anywhere? And then my points were ignored again and again, I treated everyone like human beings and I wasn't replied to like a human being. Instead, I was cast aside on a whim. Not that it got me going at all, not really, and what little anger I had I kept it down; I wasn't throwing a fit. Why is that so unbelievable? A raging fit would have looked even worse! It would have looked like this:

[hider=raging fit]Fuck you! How the fuck is Valentina Vetrov a God damn Mary Sue! You're stupid you know that? And you should go and die and your friends and family should all die like dogs! Which fucking idiot would want to roleplay with you! You're a God damn nazi for even considering that! YOU'RE A BABY! You-

I'm not going to write more of that because I think it's enough.[/hider]

And now you guys ejected me from this RP on one single strike. I have seen far worse people being given chances, and absolutely irredeemable people given their three strikes before going out. Somehow I'm worse than that and I've set a record, for what? For getting a Mary Sue discussion going?

Can you guys please explain this to me? What is really disturbing right now is not the (so-called) argument but the fact that I feel that I'm gravely misunderstood, and the consequences seem to be disproportionate.

If you guys are reasonable people, at least talk to me about this.