Ben watched as Arvo pulled his legs up and curled up into the warmth of the jacket, and now his heart was beating extremely quickly and when Arvo smiled a little Ben felt extremely light headed and he could feel his stomach fluttering with butterflies. 
Jesus Christ this couldn't be happening, he wasn't even [i]attracted[/i] to boys, or girls for that matter? 
He wasn't attracted to anyone now that he thought about it, and he had never had a crush before. He didn't know what this all meant. 

He could see himself being in a relationship, kissing someone, cuddling with them- but, having sex? Making out with someone? Touching them?- all of that seemed so weird and disgusting to him. Even if Arvo was his soul-mate, and even if he did like him back, and even if they did start dating, this would raise a huge issue, because most people- well they [i]wanted[/i] that kind of stuff, didn't they? 

He had asked him mom about this before, and his dad. His mom had said that she had plenty of crushes before she met his dad, and his dad had said he had been with plenty of girls before his mom and that Ben was probably just too young and that's why he didn't have any crushes on people or want to sleep with them. Ben had taken their words on it but he was 19 now and he still didn't feel that way, he had never had a crush on anyone before Arvo (if this even was a crush, he didn't know.) And the thought of sex still appalled and scared him. 

God what was wrong with him-

Then Arvo pulled him out of his thought.

Was Arvo asking to cuddle with him? 
The thought made the butterflies in Ben's stomach even stronger and his face continued to burn red.
"Y-Yeah, sure, sounds like a good idea." Ben said as he scooted closer to Arvo, they were practically on top of each other at this point, but it was warm and it felt nice. 
Without thinking he lifted his arm and put it around Arvo's shoulder, pulling closer to him so they were nearly cheek to cheek. 
"...F-...for warmth."