"N-No, it's not you're fault." He said, his whole being becoming less shaky after a few moment. 
"I'm just- I'm glad you're okay." Ben said.
His breathing was heavy but aside from that he was fine. Shaken, but fine. He was mostly just worried about Arvo and he didn't want Arvo to blame himself. 
He felt like shit, he was so tired, he was so scared. He didn't feel safe here, he hadn't for a long time. Then again he never felt safe anymore. 
He had felt safe when he had Arvo in his arms- 

He reached out then and pulled Arvo into a hug, he needed this, he needed to feel safe for just a second longer; and from the way Arvo had been falling asleep on his earlier he guessed Arvo felt safe with him too. 
"I'm sorry- for the way Kenny's treating you. I'm sorry for everything." Ben said shakily. 
He was so tired.