Name: Johnny. I don't know what my last name is though

Age: 13

Sex: Male

Appearance: [url=http://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/aselia/images/3/3c/Emil_Status_(DotNW).png/revision/latest?cb=20100516082112]Yeah, I know I'm not much to look at[/url]

Personality: Honestly, there's not much to say. I'm not used to talking with people much, so I'm kind of quiet. Some people might say that I have a self-esteem problem, but I honestly think that my self-esteem is pretty close to me self worth. After all, if you get told enough times that you're unwanted and unloved, then you start to believe that yourself. Also, I don't think it'll be easy for me to trust people; I've been lied to far too many times. Coupled with my lack of self-worth, and I'll have a hard time believing that anyone could care about me. Doesn't mean I can't try to humor them though. It's strange though; despite how lonely I am, I'm not depressed or anything like that. I feel like I've come to terms with it and become...not happy but, I think 'okay' with my life.

Background: Honestly, I don't have much of a background; I'm just an unwanted orphan. I've been at the orphanage for as long as I can remember, it's a pretty crappy place. Even if there was enough food and space for everyone there, I feel like my emotional needs were never fulfilled. I was always alone; even where other kids my age started breaking off into their own little groups, I found myself left out. I'm not sure why or how, but it supported the 'no one could ever want me' thing that people kept telling me. I tried to reach out to others, tried to make friends, but it never worked. Eventually I just gave up, I stopped thinking it was worth the effort. That's pretty much all I have to say about my life before. Other then what I've just said, nothing really noteworthy or even memorable happened. I suppose that's why I'm excited to be in this new place; I don't feel like I'm leaving anything behind
 
Powers: Ever since I got here, this [url=http://img2.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20120622192621/yugioh/images/8/8e/JunkWarrior-TF04-JP-VG.jpg]thing[/url] that keeps following me. Even if I can't see it, I know it's still there, I can feel it's presence. Not only that, but when it does show up, it appears out of nowhere and really close to me. I'm not sure what it wants, but at least it doesn't want to hurt me. To be honest, it's almost like it's protecting me. I really hope it's just trying to protect me, because it looks strong enough to rip me in half, and fast enough to catch me if I try to run. However, the strangest thing about it is these words that pop into my head whenever I look at it

[i]Believe In Nexus[/i]

I'm not sure what that means. Although...it could be it's name

Personal Motive: I don't want much, really I don't. All I'm looking for is something to stop the loneliness. It feels awful, being surrounded by other people, yet feeling isolated. I just want someone, anyone to make me feel like I matter, someone who will care if I live to see tomorrow, someone who will [b]stand[/b] by my side. That's not too much to ask for...is it?

Mementos: I guess this rusty ring I have might count. I'm not sure where it came from, but something inside of me just won't let me get rid of it. I guess I'm hoping it was my parent's, that it would mean that someone cared for me