From the other side, I never liked how happy you all could be being so seemingly cruel to others.
Feelings overwhelmed inside of me, I called you heartless, soulless, but who waa I to judge from the shadows?
You never glanced at me, I never understood why, but I get it though, I was different, never able to relax and take things lighthearted, so to me you were all cruel...
I was always the demon of your realms, the claws of evil trying to have you all jump at me at once, playing some false martyr and all for nothing. I payed for my sins, I was an asshole and sinister fuck trying to split your bonds from each other...
But I was also alone, frighteningly alone and in so many ways in need of acknowledgement... Because I never understood, any of it, I just tried to and always failed... Always attacked or attacking instead... A circle of meaningless retaliation of words and cruel mean things.
I wish I never joined back then, but now here I am with nothing else to do but to face the past.


Nostalgic... Hm... Nostaligia is a pain in my ass, but I will live through it knowing I am a different man now.