Belle remained crying, but when she heard the voice of James, she stood up. "Go away!" She screams at the door, before kicking it, tears rolling down her face. "Go away! Leave me be! I don't want anyone near me! Anyone!" Belle picks up a piece of metal on the floor from her earlier project, and hurls it at the door, crying. She sits down at the computer in her room, and begins to tab into the ship's systems, writing code to bypass security. She begins tabbing into the engines, and she dumbly stares at the commands that could be done. "No, no, I can't," She whimpers, pushing away from the computer. "No, no, shit, fuck, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" A dull buzzing had started. Nothing near painful because of the meds, however she was [i]terrified[/i] of it. She sat back at the desk, and stared at the screen. She could either sit here forever, and be okay, move away and be in pain, or do whatever the conscience wanted with the engines, and be free. For now. Beginning to cry even more, she clicks one one of the engine links, and lowers the power, turning it off. "No, I can't! I can't! I can't!" She screams, moving her hands away from the panel and grabbing her head.