Serah winced when Antwon mentioned Ian should've been dead. And then the fact Lorenzo was the one who shot him. Really Serah should've been completely broken right now. Crying her eyeballs out. But that's not what was happening. All she could think of now was that [i]bastard[/i] Lorenzo. Again he was flaunting his power. Again he treated everyone like a sack of flesh that's only being carried round out of necessity. It angered Serah. It angered her so much the tears stopped then and there. Her body stopped shaking also... Everything else was just replaced by a few fingers curling themselves towards the palm... Forming a fist.

Serah almost forgot the older boy was still there until he said something again. They wanted to investigate this event with her... But does she really want to? It's not like she'll find Ian without a clue... No. She's best off just telling everyone that... Wherever he is, Lorenzo is probably not taking care of Ian. "I refuse." The blue haired girl spat out. "Whatever we do, it's futile anyway. As long as we're being tossed around by that guy, anyway. Fucker couldn't keep the loyalty of a dog if he tried..." She hated him so much. She hated the commander [i]so much[/i]. But it's out of Serah's power to change anything. She shook her head, trying to shake off her true feelings. "...This is so unlike me..." The girl stood up, rubbing the back of her head. "Sorry... You saw me like that. I'm... I'm going to the bathroom." With that, Serah left Ant alone again.