[quote=@Mistress Dizzy]
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Hm. I don't think that's gonna work for me. For one thing, I have an ear infection, and my ear is ringing. By itself, constantly. So me in a room with nothing is still this incessant ringing. I want to tear off my ear. For another thing, I'm constantly anxious. I've never thought about nothing. I dunno if I can empty my mind. 
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I had anxiety once. It was not fun. Everything was a source of tension even when I knew better. And then I learned I was lactose intolerant and milk can occasionally do that to me. Weird how something so simple can really throw you.