[quote=@Caits]
I haven't worked a day as a nurse since I graduated. 

I think I'll like pharmacy better and have a job interview for a pharmacists assistant next week.

Happy...I was happy as a kid at home and stuff, but school was horrible for me. The shy one, the awkward one, the one that just doesn't know how to act, I was outcastes and bullied, and when I had friends in year three...they kinda turned on me and because vicious bi-.well. 

It still hurts to think on that.

And then I decided to just not give a damn. High school was better. 

Now I'm happy. I have good friends. A guy I may or may not be involved with but who makes me smile every day, and I get to be geeky and goofy, nerdy and freaky, and just not care
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Heh we were kinda similar then.

Though I was always shy and awkward. As a little kid, i was always moving. I didn't have any brothers and sisters and I moved too much to have any solid childhood friend.

I may have gotten bullied but most of the time I didn't even notice it or my mom delt with it quickly. I just avoided people. I loathed them. I think in elementary during 5th grade I had to watch a brat on the bus and I'd keep him calm by giving him string cheese. One day I didn't cause I had enough of the bullshit. He then yanked my hair. I got fed up and did a Indian burn on his arm. He cried his eyes out. Then I instinctively cried my eyes out. My defense mechanism I guess. It worked cause I didn't get in trouble for hurting a little boy. XD

Middle School I was a utter bitch. Like. Totally. Antisocial, always gave off the air of 'get the fuck away from me' and I was forced to see a school counselor. At that point, I told them about my thoughts on my family, thinking they would keep their word and keep it a secret. They didn't and told my mom. So I ended up distrusting teachers altogether. The counselor tried to get me more social by showing a new girl around. 

I didn't want to but I begrudgingly did it. The girl was a chatterbox and your typical girly girl(make up, clothes, shopping blah blah) while I wasn't a girly girl at all. I didn't like bathes and had to be forced into it since I kinda was hydrophobic(not Karn level, but I did have to be dragged by the feet at one point as a kid). Didn't care about fashion and just wore baggy clothes. Didn't like make up and always bit my nails so they were horrid. She honestly was trying to be friendly, but bitchy teenaged middle school me wasn't quite good at socializing. 

So when she asked for my phone number, my mother told me not to give out my number. So oh so tactful me went.

"No"

"Why?"

"Because I don't like you."

And the counselor discovered the backfire with the new girl crying her eyes out. I wasn't trying to be mean but it ended up that way. XD

Counselor didn't ask anything of me again though. 

Had a teacher who would purposely give me bad grades simply because she didn't like me, even if I aced the homework. Mom reared her demon powers and I got a new English teacher.

I did make one solid friend, but even then I didn't know how to be friends. So I kinda bullied her without meaning to that I now realize. Though I don't think I did too much serious. Poking, (which she always complained was like a knife) and handing manga I let her borrow away from her teasingly.

High school I wasn't as bitchy, but still antisocial and avoided people. I hung out with teachers more then students. My friend and I remained friends for awhile until she left and we had a falling out cause I'm a dummy.

A boy bullied me, always making me make kitty sounds(I'm good at meowing) and copying my homework. I eventually snapped and started drawing pictures of murdering him as a stick figure and then threatened to stab him with a needle. Some tool I had for school.

Psycho me reared its head that time. Good times. After a trip to the principals office for us both and me playing innocent and the victim, he never bothered me again.

And then I get out of school, try to get a job with no luck and settle for a job that lets you work like one day a week sometimes or no work for months.

Since it was a video game nerd environment, I opened up a little more now a days.

My life story is pretty boring for I'm a spoiled child. XD

[quote=@Expolar]
<Snipped quote by Silver Fox>

I always thought you were a girl. What really started to get me convinced was awhile back during the OOC disscussion about the pros and cons of of both genders and you found your cats standing your boobs were uncomfortable. After that, a few other posts also sounded like that you might of been a girl from how you worded yourself in them. 

However, Burthstone I thought was a girl, then I later realized that you were probably a guy.  
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Kudos to you 8D good job Ex!