[quote=@Caits] I...I never really had that sort of bullying, but found that words and actions hurt more. What hurt most was my twin brother making friends easily and then not knowing why I was mad at him. You'd think your twin wouldn't just leave you alone, but he did. So on the second day of primary school I hit him and ended up in the naughty spot for recess. Then in year two I kinda snapped. I was being bullied by a kid in year one, at the damn park for crying our loud. I jumped off the swing, and punched him as hard and as fast as I could. Which was hard and fasts cause Id started karate in year one. And there was also the momentum from the swing. I broke his nose, and ended up running for mum. His dad went to the teachers first at school on Monday, but my mummy is a demon and she had them knowing the real story in moments. He pushed me too far. We had a "what do you want most in the world" circle in year two too. And I remember standing up, and saying "friends" and my heart just breaks remembering that. What little kid stands up dejected, sad and hurting, to say friends?. And then there was year seven. I was happy in year seven. I had a good friend. And then these girls, who had been my friends, just started harrassing me. I remember that I was heading back to class, they basically surrounded me. I was so tired of it all by then, that I basically yelled at them. It got to the point that a teacher ran for the principle. I was just so tired of it all. Highschool...a had a girl hating me right fromr the word go. Because I took one of her friends away from her.nwell not a friend, but this girl just followed her around because she was popular. Like sheep. And I told my friend that this girl wasn't her friend. Well, she was just horrible but by then I was like who cares? It got better after that. But I always find myself distrusting people first, hating them first so as not to give them the opportunity to hurt me. And have been trying for years to get over it. I guess some scars just stay with you. Anywoo. Enough for one day. Should get to posting [/quote] Sad stories. I think I always had it in my mind I never needed friends. I was fine being all alone in my house. Just with my cats and dogs who I considered my siblings while my parents were off working and leaving me home alone. I always had a bad impression of siblings since my mom and her sister despise each other. I think in elementary I was basically feral and acted more animal. I bit a kid in the arm for trying to take a football cause I liked pretending it was a Pokemon egg. I had a friend who played with me, but he abandoned me after thinking 'Pokemon' was considered a kid thing. It wasn't until later years I realized, I'm lonely xD Oh well. I'll probably end up homeless soon. XD And yes post! All the posts!