[Center]Story of my life

Written by Lifey[/center]

It all began at elementary school where i always was shy and quiet without showing much emotion. I always tried to hang out with my popular classmates but always ended up not saying much. I fid make two friends who i, well not say liked but could get alomg with even though they made me do some weird stuff sometimes. There was always a person that like to bullie me during reces and class. Luckily the people from my class defended me a little and somehow i got through elementary school pretty harmlessly

When i went to middleschool the bullying only got worse and it went up to a point where i just pretended to be sick for a week. I didn't make any friends at all during those two years of school even though i switched classes halfway the people from my old class still hated me for some reason. I really got into gaming like minecraft and such. I made some good friends over the internet and sometimes even stayed up to 4 am to play games with them.

I switched schools because my grades where to bad. The gaming was one of the two things that had caused this and french isnt that fun either. I still was very quiet and solitude and it didnt really change. I was finnally able to make some good friends who were fun and could make me smile but i developed some things that not everybody liked. I frequently started to have panic attacks mostly at night but also on school. I tried not to make much people notice it and i was very successful i muat say myself in doing that. I got even more friends who also liked gaming and lived close by and hanged out with them during the weekends even though they were 3 years older then me. A few months later i became really emotional unstable and snapped at my friends multiple times and i still am now. I still don't like the way i look or how i am and my mind isnt gonna chance about that fact. Every little word can hurt my feelings and have me end up crying or hating the person.

Im not so good at wording stuff and might have made several mistakes and missed parts but i dont like talking about it that much. It will still be  bottled up for my friends and people i know in real life.