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Saya:

....

*stops, briefly, then turns around, and walks back, and sits down*

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made a scene...

*puts her face softly into her hands*

I just thought... For a second....
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*walks up to you and places my hand on your shoulder and kneels down in front of you*
I understand how you feel. I have been in your place many times over. Your loved one doesn't want you to be saddened. But to be stronger. And live life knowing that you'll meet him eventually. He is a good man who has redeemed himself. It is okay to cry. But know that he would want you to live...and not wait for your death.