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<Snipped quote by Destinyfailhorror17>

just hopping by when i suddenly saw your rp hasn't been moving since 5 days ago. Just saying that it isn't your fault that the ic suddenly stopped with moving. But don't go acting like that when you don't like it that other people aren't that emotionally bound to this rp. It's your little baby and others can't keep staying with it the whole time that's just how it is. I dropped because i knew that i didn't have much to post in the ic in the first place after 2 restarts. I already had trouble with the second restart. But if you really want to continue with your baby make it better feed it more play with more, experiment to see what gets people their attention. Cause after a while others don't know what to post anymore. A small example, I joined a fairy tail rp from my bestie caits and she is already planning for the next two arcs and what would get others their attention. The people in that rp are hugely motivated by the concept and the rp itself is already running longer than a year with everyday atleast 10 ic posts cause its well thought out by Caits. Now i'm not saying that this isn't well thought out but it could use a little more creativity after the party. Plan for something fun after a small break after the party I dunno like an event. I'm not in any spot to talk about this to you and you can just ignore what I said but one thing. Don't ever let this rp emotionally wreck you.

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That why I am thinking about things, why go on if I don't feel for it. I am not good at this at all... am better of as just a bystander anyway... Thanks though on saying this it made me think for a while and lean red that I really suck at this, it funny really I can laugh at myself and Say...Hey look..this bad, I made it very bad wow lol oops. It funny really it is. I suck at this and I am okay to say that with a smile. I suck call that self berating but it tells me I am not good at this and off for other things. Its true I am to easy and worry alot, I get scared and if no one talks I feel like they gave up. That why it suck, I suck. Again I am happy enough to say I suck. Been saying to myself since I was a kid and A-okay with it. I can't even lead anyone in real life so when you think about it...how can I lead something in the internet...ironic really. There alot happening in my head but it been a while. Not sure if it can't stop but thank you though for really making think about this. No worries when I say I suck I smile because that make me feel right. 

So... what should I do? Continue or just leave...I don't know... is it enough just to levee  or have the heart to work this out...I don't know I don't know...call me over emotional...call stupid...because I have no idea what to do...I wheel I broke it...I broke this...