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Why?

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I know it's irrational and I completely understand there is no reason for it, but when I get up in front of groups, I always get that familiar feeling of dread.
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Because I've been a little harsh to those that have irritated me.

By the way, what I've learned about apathy is that there are situations that call for it, and situations where it shouldn't be in place. Empathy is important.