[quote=@liferusher]
You dont have to congratulate me cause you all already did for the most part but its just a day that was fitting to celebrate it with a bbq ^-^

Had a great deal of fun but my bestie who is remotly crazy, fun and has a lot of stories to tell, fell into tears after they asked him what the craziest story of him was. He told about a friend that had recently died of cancer. And about how he always was bullied by him up till class 8 (12 year old) of primary school. He was best of friends with him in class 8 and even cried about how they had to separate and go to diffrent schools after that class. They made a promise that whenever something would happen to him my bestie would help him. He hasnt seen him ever after class 8 and the person even stated after he had gotten cancer that my bestie wasnt allowed to come over. He still went but wasnt able to do anything. 6 years later he died. 3 weeks ago my bestie went to his funeral. He told my bestie to give a speech on his funeral and he tried doing it but couldnt say anthing apart from the bad things they have gone through together. During those 3 weeks i wasnt able to notice anything about my friends behaviour and i feel bad for it. My friend visited his grave every day from that moment but just stood there speechless. He even thought about ending his life since he didnt think he could do this much longer. He went to 3 psychiatr but they all werent able to do anything for him. And finnally after 3 weeks he bursted. I wasnt able to do anything for my friend. I couldnt even cry about the moment he told me and the others. Thats how emotionally wrecked i am. Well this was something i just had to let out right about now. Funny though how i am able to cry when im alone.
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A www D: *huggles*