Kalinda didn't mind drinking, but it was never wise to drink before a mission. She wanted to focus her mind, but she couldn't figure out a way of doing that. Normally, she would find something to hit, and do that, but she wanted to save her strength for the mission. It left her at lose ends. 

She leaned back when her wrapped his arms around her, and gave a shrug, feeling slightly better just for the contact "I just want to...do anything, as long as it's with you"

(I might not be able to post for the next day or two. I have an exam tomorrow)