[quote=@Caits] Maybe because you are a kind person who feels empathy for others, and can sympathize? I randomly start crying again, just thinking about it all. And I'm such a pessimist. All I can think is that im going to have i retake this whole topic [/quote] Cant think that i am that. Never heard anyone say good things about me except from my mom. Like dumb annoying weird that sort of crap. I dont know really quess im in a bad mood today its hard to keep at least a small smile on your face the whole time.