[quote=@Silver Fox] But I know it's not good for me. I could go into shock, I could have a seizure, I could pass out and black out, my heart could stop, I could die. But I could also get murdered and raped by the illegite rapist across the street. I could also get hit by a car on a road called death highway because there can't be a death passed a week. I could get mauled by bear that occassionally walks through town. Not saying I want to die, I just have a 'if it happens, it happens but I'd like to do what I like and not have regrets before then' attitude. It's why I don't scold people who do smoke or drink or skydive or bunjiejumping. They should know the risks by now. So let them. But I won't drink more than like one glass. It's as much as my tastebuds can handle so then it stops being unenjoyable. Caaaaaause I felt like it. You literally contradicted that statement. You shouldn't drink cause it's bad for the body. Eating and drinking soda unhealthy is bad for the body, but I don't care. Both are unhealthy habits, with different side effects. Both of which, you should know your limit so you don't do something stupid. Which a lot of people do. Cats are unhealthy for my mom, should we give the cats up and leave them homeless? If your going to do something, and anything, you know your limit. If you do and you still go through with it, so it's on you. So I don't really care if you cry or not if I die. Cause I did it. I was responsible for it. So there isn't any reason to be sad about it. Now if I like get randomly murdered, then yeah. Also, evil IPad autocorrect. I dunno why it did but to butter [/quote] Back to the ignored part i'm dumb. There is a reason to be sad about it, since you will be gone. Cant say it happens when either you drink yourself to death because some stupid allergy or you get in a car accident. I would really want to cry if something like that happens since you would be gone but i just can't. When my grandpa for an unknown reason everyone was crying except for me. My mind immediatly went like your family will hate you now. When my grandma was in the hospital last week and nearly died because the doctors hit the main blood line i didnt feel any emotions either. That what person i am a sad non special nor usefull. Im dont even know if i can call myself a person anymore.